I received a lot of questions and criticisms due to my decision to leave a big organization where people are dying to get in and yet, I'm leaving.
Oh well, in life, people will ask. People query. People want to know. People are being just busybody. People are concern. People are being nice. I take it as, you care. Hence why you're asking. Thank you! I may or may not disclose the reasons - depending on my mood. Hahahaha....Tak la, it is more towards, I tend to share with some people who care. If you wanna gossip and criticize, you better come and see me, let's have coffee and discuss. Friendship pun terjamin. Ye dok?
For a start, I don't need a Platinum credit card (dah pernah rasa dulu, tapi takde kepuasan pun), RM20k handbags (mahal sangat la. Baik spent utk anak-anak), sexy (berdosa) and super expensive clothes (membazir duit) to make people feel better or to impress other people.
I need me. My family needs me. And it is part of my career break, this is the best for my family. So, I believe that you should reserve your comments to your ownself rather than bergossip di sana sini, melainkan I actually ask for your opinion. I believe in Allah SWT. We are together and we are staying together. I don't believe in advancing your career and neglect your kids (neglect can be very subjective here yea...so, my definition of neglecting may not be the same as yours). Believe in staying with them, nurture, be with them in the morning, at night, anytime in between during the day, etc. Kalau kita dah practice jadi part time parent, tak mustahil anak nanti jadi part time anak (you get what I mean?). Cuma, nasib pun Allah SWT yang tentukan. Maybe orang yang buat begitu, hasilnya anak2 super gempak. Well, things happen for a reason. You decide on something, based on your own reasons and situation.
Eish...takleh judge. Astagfirullah. Tak baik, tak baik.
Hence, stop judging and ......
This is what I believe. I've done my part, how, what, etc - that is something between me and Allah SWT. Then, I leave it to him.
You may or may not have gone through this, but I did. It is the journey, part of the path that we are "creating" for our future.
Most importantly, I have the most loving husband in the word. At least, in my world. Ala, tanak share-share pls.... :)
He sent this flower kat nursery anak hari tu. Then, the teacher yang passkan to me. It was a big surprise actually. Sangat-sangat tak tersangka. Dah la bunga ni sangat cantik. Cantik sangat...packaging dia pun memang menarik. Love it love it! Thanks hun.
